Poisontears
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| Alia Loren Jacobson | |
| Age | 24 |
| Birthdate | February 9, 1985 |
| Race | Jewish |
| Occupation | Writer, Actress, Artist, Singer |
| Location | Dobbs Ferry, New York |
| Physical Description | |
| Large eyes, dark hair | |
| Affiliations | |
| GirlChat | |
| Synopsis | |
| Alia Jacobson is a pedophile whose sexual interest in children involves the thought of torturing them. | |
Alia Loren Jacobson, AKA "poisontears" is a pedophile activist currently living in New York. Alia considers herself an artist in several genres and states that she is appearing in a new TV pilot where she plays the part of a Banshee. Alia says she's written vampire stories, poetry and songs, some of which she has posted on GirlChat and believes she has a future career as a singer and will one day be famous.
Alia is particularly disturbing due to her violent fantasies and desires regarding her sexual attraction to prepubescent girls. She worries so much about them that she turned to GirlChat frequently for advice. The advice she received only served to confirm to her that there was nothing wrong with her and that it was perfectly natural to have those feelings about children.
Sometimes she claims to feel in control of herself but states that everytime she sees a child her first thought is about hurting them. At other times she admits that she's not sure she can control herself and even though her parents and some friends are aware of her deviant desires she doesn't believe they or the mental health service providers she's seen fully understand the nature and extent of her perversions which extend to an interest in necrophilia.
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| “ | ....I guess i have always sympathized too much with people who commit horrendous crimes because every so often i myself have to sit down and solemnly swear to myself that i will never murder anyone. | ” |
| “ | i love my parents so much and i know they love me, but they don't understand the situation very clearly at all. and, they are both so convinced that i am not capable of hurting a child. but the thing is, i don't know that i'm not capable of it. sometimes i get scared that i am very capable of it indeed, and so maybe it is good that i am talking to this stranger. and something else my parents told me. they told me not to tell this lady too much. because i think they know the extent of some of my fantasies....but they also know that someone who does not know me very well could worry about my ability to separate fantasy from reality. | ” |
| “ | what's up y'all?
Posted by poisontears on Tuesday, April 14 2009 at 12:53:00am I haven't been here in several millennia. Looks like not too much has changed. I've been so lost in the nastiness of life recently that I'd almost forgotten how light and fluttery my stomach becomes when a beautiful lg walks into the room. Had to come back here before i got lost. Some odd questions: 1. If you were to become famous for something (such as being an actor, singer, novelist, etc.) would you eventually come out to the world even though it might end your career? 2. Is there any place online that still sells girllove symbol pendants? I wear something similar now - a small heart within a larger heart - and no one seems to give it a second glance. One day I might like to update it to the real thing. I've been....weird. "Quarter-life crisis" perhaps. Because of increased stress i've been experienced increased tics from OCD and tourette syndrome, and am learning what it feels like to be stared at on trains. | ” |
[edit] Our Investigation
- We noticed a pedophile named poisontears posting on GirlChat.
- A search for her nickname led to her LiveJournal and MySpace where she posted details about her life
- She posted her real name on GirlChat which matched the information from her personal sites
- Images of her artwork matched the sigpic she had used on GirlChat
- Public records search of her name confirmed all of the information she provided on the pedophile website and her personal websites.
[edit] Online Accounts
E-Mail Addresses:
vegapipsi37@aol.com
novatuel18@aol.com
Known Screen Names/Aliases:
vegapipsi37
poisontears
Alia Lorae
Online Activity:
GirlChat
Open Hands
BoyChat
Butterfly Kisses
Other Websites
LiveJournal - deleted by her
Elfwood
MySpace
FaceBook
Izzy Gold Records - deleted
Alia Lorae Website
Poetry - deleted
Bebo
Twitter
[edit] Last Known Address
300 Broadway
Apt. 2B
Dobbs Ferry, NY 10522
[edit] Last Known Phone Number
914 309 1690
[edit] Additional Quotes
| “ | ...what i get offended most by, as a female, is the weird assumption that females are naturally nurturing and somehow more angelic than men, when i often get the urge to kill and rape and maim | ” |
| “ | But little gothy girls are one of the best things in my imagination (i rarely see them in reality.)
although i realize that this might also tie in with the slight necrophilia that i try to keep suppressed. | ” |
| “ | I keep having these dreams where i'm trying to fondle this little girl and crush her and bite her neck to draw blood--and i like it in the dreams--and i hate that i like it. Sometimes when i'm walking and i see someone boy or girl who i think is beautiful the first thing that comes through my mind is how erotic it would be to hurt them.....and then hearing about all the children being abducted and murdered it makes me feel even worse for thinking such things. | ” |
| “ | all of my fantasies...
...are violent, and include rape, torture, killing, etc. And in all of my fantasies i am male (well, i guess that facillitates the rape thing.) Oddly enough, in some of my fantasies (in which i am not actually involved) there are two children, one raping and mutilating the other. | ” |
| “ | Beautiful Part of me wants to be a murderer | ” |
| “ | But I don’t know what to do with all these feelings inside of me. I don’t know how to transfer my desire to strangle into a desire to cuddle. | ” |
| “ | I am pretty much exclusively attracted to girls between the ages of 7 and 12. I want to be attracted to people my own age, and I can find them pretty – but I never feel physically or emotionally drawn to them, and only little girls give me that flutter in my stomach when they walk by. When I hear a little girl laugh, it breaks my heart with a strange sort of unexplainable joy.
However, I am extremely hesitant to call myself a girl-lover. This is because pretty much all my fantasies are extremely violent, and although I know I’m not supposed to say this, I DO think about hurting girls – gentle romance and sexual imagery do nothing for me and never have. | ” |
| “ | dude...
I was looking through the "classes" section on craigslist, and thought i saw a class called, "Chinese Torturing For Children." It turned out to be "tutoring," not "torturing," but for a second there i was so excited... | ” |
| “ | i never couold expect a little girl to love me back. i know that when i was a little girl i wouldn't have wanted a relationship like that. Actually, i'm not even sure if i can truly consider myself to be a girllover--after all, most of my fantasies are purely physical and include hurting little girls. there is no way that can be considered girllove. | ” |
| “ | Recently though, I've been having the strangest fantasies....ones where I'm with girls younger than me, like from ages eight to fourteen. Sometimes they are violent (as in I am carving strange designs into thier bodies and drinking the blood....eeks, I've always had a weird attraction to pain...) and sometimes they are very gentle, loving, consensual. I don't know. Just pale, doll-like faces and bodies that are only just beginning to curve around the hips....soft little hands...I find it all so beautiful. | ” |
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